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Every year it’s the same story for me (and others I’m sure)…. it’s birthday time and I’m just not in the mood for a party.  Even when I try to make things simple it seems like it just doesn’t “go my way”.  It’s really no one’s fault but my own.  I just can’t have fun at my own “party” lol I can have fun at anyone else’s though.

This year several things weren’t on my side.  First of all I was on call.  If you know me at all you know that I loathe being on call.  I’ll be in a horrible mood basically the whole time I’m on call.  So that wasn’t helping matters…. but just to make sure I didn’t have a good time mother nature decided to bring me a gift for my birthday 3 days early.  SWEET! lol It’s just one of those things.  So in all honesty if I had done what I really wanted to do this past weekend it would have involved me, my pjs, tcby shivers, and the sofa.   BUT of course I didn’t know that was how I would feel until I had already made “birthday” plans… dinners out and drinks with friends etc etc.  So I was basically moody for most of the time.  Which sucks because I do appreciate all my friends and family that celebrated with me but I’m sure I didn’t seem like I did. 

ah the birthday funk.